I am told it is unnatural
I am told it is abominable
I am told it is unreal
Their ignorant words offer me no
comfort
They do not know what it is like in my
head
They do not know how much strength I
exert
Just to keep my fantasies in check
And you, you just sit there and you
smile at me
You have no right to make me feel this
way
You just tell me how much you enjoy
being around me
You have no right to make me feel this
way
I hate to see the way the light dances
on your skin
I hate to see the stars in your eyes,
it all feels like a sin
I hate it when you laugh at the stupid
jokes I make
I know if I give in, it will be my
heart that will break
I am told it is unnatural
I am told it is abominable
I am told it is unreal
Their condemning eyes are not solitude
They do not know what it's like to be
in my skin
They would not see the purity, and only
condemn it as crude
Just to say that are cleaner in the
head
And you, you just sit there innocently
watching
You have no right to make me feel this
way
You have done nothing wrong, but you
have done something
You have no right to make me feel this
way
I hate to hear your voice when there is
laughter in it
I hate to see you face when there is
brightness in it
I hate it when you smile back at me
I know we can never ever be
I am told it is unnatural
I am told it is abominable
I am told it is unreal
