I don't believe in God
I just want to sleep for a little while
Just for a little while
sleep forget the pain
closed eyes block out light
hope shuddering from truth
I don't believe in Hell
I just want to get drunk tonight
Just for one night to breathe
drink poison to feel alive
cough throat and live a little
dreams staggering from truth
I don't believe in love
I have just felt its burn in my skin
My skin pulled tight against the chill
feel sting of love in bones
lips against skin soft warm
bones broken by truth
I don't believe in the Devil
Yet I have seen his face close to mine
His eyes bright and dark like mine
feel his breath on neck
fallen on ground lost balance
teeth smashed because of truth
And just for a little while,
I don't exist, no spark in me
And just for a little while
I am gone, shadow with no form
And just for a little while
I don't matter, so don't cry
