16 August 2012

I remember that night very very well

That night when you shattered my dreams

That night when you cast me into hell

That night is stone on my mind

Those days following it

Are mud on my soul, stains on me

But if you could see me now, you would not like me, you wouldn't know me

If you could see me now, you would not understand that man you would see

I remember those years very very well

Those quiet days of joy and happiness

Those days rich with love's numbing spell

Those years, I thought eternity

Those days, I thought reality

Those hours, I thought ecstasy

But if you could see me now, the man I was once upon time is not that man I am

If you could see me now, you wouldn't talk to me, and I wouldn't give a damn

I am trying hard to forget you

It is not as easy as I had wished it would be

I am trying hard to forgive you

These days, are empty and dead

These days, are so hollow and grey

These days, are not what I wanted for me

But if you could see me now, you'd know that I made it out alright

If you could see me now, you wouldn't think it, but I've seen the light